Monday, May 25, 2009

Phobias

Just woke up from a weird nightmare... Things that I hate and fear were experienced over and over again... I guess it's because I read a horror-ish fanfic before I went to bed... Since I'm awake, might as well list some while their still fresh in my mind...

Note: It's not that I have these phobias, just that these describes my fears and hatred...

Atelophobia -- fear of imperfection
Because of what is expected of me since young, I dread not meeting the "perfect" targets...

Kakorrhaphiophobia -- fear of failure or defeat
Similar reason as above... Because I feel that if you've failed someone, s/he wouldn't bother about you again...

Automysophobia -- fear or dislike of being dirty
No specific reasons, just that I hate being dirty...

Social Anxiety -- Comprises of having to make "small talk" at parties, being the center of attention and being watched while doing something.
It actually comprises more than that, but these 3 are more applicable to me... It's not stated, but I think that my fear of being disliked should also in this category...


Not that I have this one, but I think that this is funny...
Phobophobia -- fear of fear itself
LOL!

Roughly these are my fears, that I had experienced over and over again in that bloody dream... Maybe now I'll be able to sleep...

Posted by iChigoMado at 1:23 AM